a description of meditation

meditation is --XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX----XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX--XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX-XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX-XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX-XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXx-XXXXXXXXXX-XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX-XXXXXXXX-XXXXXXXX-XXXXX-XX-XXXXXXX--X----------X--XX----X---XXXXX--XX--XX_XXXX-XX------------------------------------------------------------------------------XXXXX--------------------------------------------------------------------XXX---------------------XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------then WOAH woa wAo WOAH ----xxxxxx----oooooOOOOOoooOooooHA!!---x-----hahahahaha--x-------oh....----x-----



cos meditation is v boring steady..like this--> -------------
then much pain and suffering xxxxxxxx, body suffering and mind suffering
then suddenly got something then WOAH!
then suddenly understand many things woa wAo WOAH
then go back to steady again..----------
then see more things so oooOOOOoooOOOooo
then HA! understood something
then maybe haha haha haha too cos v happy and carefree

the Love

Recently after getting attached, looking at tv dramas with couples, i sort of have a better and more intimate idea what is happening between the couple. Even listening to songs on love and missing each other, getting back together, i understand more too. Things i nv understood before.

Anyhow, my girlfriend is great!! She has many hidden qualities that no one knows and can make u feel very loved and sayanged with her eyes and body language. So she is really great!! (for now) I absolutely LOVE her!! :)

Guitar

Thinking of learning the Guitar since i am on industrial attachment and am freer! Haha! Hopefully I will continue to be free at night and have no homework from my company.

Linked Karma

I think that when 2 ppl are together as in couple, their Karmas become intricately linked. The more they are together, the more linked it becomes and they can easily affect each other's karma too in good and bad ways.

Hmmm....reflecting on the karma of singaporeans, I think we have a lot of people karma cos we are very densely populated. A lot of ppl karma can be good and bad, not necessarily good or bad. Unlike some who stay in the country side who dun have much ppl karma and have more time with the few ppl that they interact with or by themselves. So that is our karma.

Seeing moment to moment

There is nothing.....just constant practice.

Bringing oneself back to the point. All other things disappear. But the process to get to the point and getting to it are all a different matter. Sometimes it is just so difficult...Different karma...

Recently I bought a book on the Sayings of the great Zen Master Joshu (Zhaozhou/Joju). His speech is incredible! Not left and not right. Very clear. Somehow it seems that I am starting to lose interest in Dharma books that teach expedient methods..I am only interested in mainly Zen books and books that deal with solid Dharma. Also, not to forget biographies of masters. I LOVE biographies!!

Meditation is very good for the mind and heart. But practice is necessary. The more u practice it, it's capacity to help u increases. If you practice only a little, it's capacity to help u also remains little. That's what i experience. So practice!