Somewhere through the prayer last night, I remembered or rather was reminded of remembering all other beings as one's mother. And to repay their kindness(an effect of doing research for the Buddhist Awareness Week at NUS).
The above mentioned, entails giving them respect and many other actions like not losing my temper, keeping my usual great big ego in check etc. However, while sleeping last night, I dreamt of myself at home, argueing with my parents over what i do not remember. But it was a big arguement. We were shouting, or rather, I remember I was shouting, not too sure about them. There were none of the usual check barriers that I have in place in daily life, everything just came out.
Now what does that mean?
That I still tend to do that and that is a further reminder to strengthen what I gainded from my prayer?? Or is it my inner demons, that although I try to put barriers in place, the inner demons, inner poisons are still not cured?? Very difficult, very difficult.........can't put my hand on it.
Anyhow, I'll just work on what I promised. And words of advice for me would be to harmonise. Harmonise, harmonise, harmonise!!! I'll work on it!!!!!!
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